Author: nhung

Today i feel so cold. My clothes make me so cold… Danang have rain..  I buy one cup milk tea,  listen music and see rain..  

My mom and dad worry about me,  but i say i fine.  My heart feel miss and peaceful.  See my flowers , start learning Chinese .. I find one page teach Chinese,  i can speak it,  but writing it so difficult..  I will try my best.  I know i can do it.  

Look at the time.  I know my van now still  work.  I know u will be fine.  I know u will miss me.  I know we can do it. Just not now.  I still cry and cry like a kid.  Make my family worry about it.  But i cant stop.  Now i want sleep.  Dreams about u…  About us..  About…  I don’t know  . Maybe my future. 

Today i feel so hurt… When i close my eyes,  i climbing in the dark . My tear , my hurt … Who can understand me now ? Who can understand how much i hurt…  No one… 

I only 22.. I think , when i love someone,  just love.. Just want he good to me , dont lie to me.  It enough for me . But no…  No one make me feel that.  

My ex always say he never chat with other girls or lie to me.  I trust him.  And then i know he talking with other girls,  they have baby . Who can feel it make me hurt so much? But i always think it ok.  I think i need to thanks him because i can meet van… I always think that.  One guy can love me because me.  Never lie to me,  make me feel warm,  safe and happy..  But now..  I think i wrong .. I sorry to myself,  make my heart broken… I wrong about trust someone so easy .. I always scared my doubt is right.  I always scared i trust someone and when i know he lie me..  I just want to die … Who can know my feelings now…. Who can…