Month: November 2018

I am so hurried, never be like this.

Because love, hurries me like an ant on the hot pot(Chinese sayings). You ask me why I am so hurried. I want to show you my love.

My miss to Nhung is like Niguarana falls.Pouring down from my heart and strong like a beast, rushing and crashing, makes loud noise and splashes water drops.

My love to Nhung will never reduce.It is same as the first day we met, and it will be fresh in the future.

Honey, I am so hurried to be with you, I think because I love you so much.

We can have happy lives.

We know it.

I feel so scared.

I don’t know why.

It is not because being afraid to lost you.

It is because some invisible pressure about the conversation of ex.

Each time talk with my nhung now, I need to be really careful, because if anything makes her remember that awful topic, will make us argue.But only this topic will make us quarrel.

I feel so scared.My nhung will think nonsense, and regard her thought as fact, even do not give me any chance to claim he was wrong.This pattern makes me crazy.Like I am an undeserved criminal, listening the unfair judgement to me.But I cannot say anything for myself.

So terrible feelings.