Today i feel so hurt… When i close my eyes, i climbing in the dark . My tear , my hurt … Who can understand me now ? Who can understand how much i hurt… No one…
I only 22.. I think , when i love someone, just love.. Just want he good to me , dont lie to me. It enough for me . But no… No one make me feel that.
My ex always say he never chat with other girls or lie to me. I trust him. And then i know he talking with other girls, they have baby . Who can feel it make me hurt so much? But i always think it ok. I think i need to thanks him because i can meet van… I always think that. One guy can love me because me. Never lie to me, make me feel warm, safe and happy.. But now.. I think i wrong .. I sorry to myself, make my heart broken… I wrong about trust someone so easy .. I always scared my doubt is right. I always scared i trust someone and when i know he lie me.. I just want to die … Who can know my feelings now…. Who can…