I made a mistake, at the beginning: I lied to my Nhung. I hide my ex. Because I was afraid Nhung would get angry and leave me.I love Nhung so much, but now she did not trust me anymore.
Yes, everyone will say it is my fault. I admit it. It is a really stupid decision. Now I made Nhung’s heart break and make us break up.
I felt so sad. My mind cannot think about any other things.I cannot see anything.I cannot hear anything.I cannot felt anything.All I know is, I love Nhung so much.If something I can do to repair our relationship, I will do it without thinking anything.
How can I go back China?
I lost my love, it is my all.I lost it.
My life cannot rollback.
I am transferring everything to Nhung, but now, it is going down.I will lose my all.
I hope miracle would happen.
I am in the darkest place.