I feel so scared.
I don’t know why.
It is not because being afraid to lost you.
It is because some invisible pressure about the conversation of ex.
Each time talk with my nhung now, I need to be really careful, because if anything makes her remember that awful topic, will make us argue.But only this topic will make us quarrel.
I feel so scared.My nhung will think nonsense, and regard her thought as fact, even do not give me any chance to claim he was wrong.This pattern makes me crazy.Like I am an undeserved criminal, listening the unfair judgement to me.But I cannot say anything for myself.
So terrible feelings.