Van&Nhung

I will keep loving you until I die and be with you although we die.

I will inspire your desire to me.

Hearing you call me husband, always melts me like ice in summer.

It has passed some days after my wife Nhung came to China.Now I really want to write something down. Not about every day how we arranged(Those can be recorded whenever we want), but about the feeling and the summary.

On November 23th. My wife flied to China, HangZhou. And I picked her up at 20:30 in XiaoShan International Airport. We were so happy and excited to meet each other in my hometown.

This trip, we had expected so many times and so long time.This is the first time Nhung went to another country, and this is the first time she came to China. It means her parents really like me and trust me.Trust is the most important, expensive thing in this world.

So, this trip, represent a great milestone in our love : our parents let us see each other’s home, families.And it is good for us to know more about each other.With the information about us we known grows, our love will get much stronger and brighter.

After my wife coming, I feel so happy. Not because we spent so beautiful time together, but also my wife likes my home, loves my families, and my parents also have high praise to my wife.

Now, my wife has come to my home, and met my families, she will know how much I love her and how much my parents love her.I have much more confidence on our future.
And I will learn more Vietnamese and go to meet my wife’s parents.

I am so hurried, never be like this.

Because love, hurries me like an ant on the hot pot(Chinese sayings). You ask me why I am so hurried. I want to show you my love.

My miss to Nhung is like Niguarana falls.Pouring down from my heart and strong like a beast, rushing and crashing, makes loud noise and splashes water drops.

My love to Nhung will never reduce.It is same as the first day we met, and it will be fresh in the future.

Honey, I am so hurried to be with you, I think because I love you so much.

We can have happy lives.

We know it.

I feel so scared.

I don’t know why.

It is not because being afraid to lost you.

It is because some invisible pressure about the conversation of ex.

Each time talk with my nhung now, I need to be really careful, because if anything makes her remember that awful topic, will make us argue.But only this topic will make us quarrel.

I feel so scared.My nhung will think nonsense, and regard her thought as fact, even do not give me any chance to claim he was wrong.This pattern makes me crazy.Like I am an undeserved criminal, listening the unfair judgement to me.But I cannot say anything for myself.

So terrible feelings.

Nowadays, we are planing my Nhung’s trip in November, to China. But there is a bad guy becoming an obstacle in front of us.This is about the delay and price of  visa. People is greedy, ask once and once again, more and more.We are very angry about what she did.

But this time, I do not want to talk much about this guy and the sad thing. I am still full with happiness.Because our nice parents.

As we all known, understanding is the most important thing between people. I and Nhung, are very amazing,  found each other in this world.But, coming with the amazement, also has many problems.

Although I always believe we can make it. But the time I think, will get long.Like Nhung’s mom likes me, allows Nhung come to meet my family; like my parents will accept our love, allow us love each other, and so on.But now, we make it.I think our love moves them, our parents. 

When I saw Nhung’s dad smile, when I knew Nhung’s mom likes us and help Nhung come to China, when my dad tried to pronounce Nhung’s name, when I heard my mom said we would wait Nhung coming…Many things, moved me too, gave me support.

I always think, people should be appreciative, so, now, at this time, this moment, I want to say “thank you” to our parents. Thanks our parents giving us life, thanks our parents growing us up, thanks our parents let us love, thanks our parents support us.

In the future, we will have much happy life because what our parents’ have done. And I and Nhung, will take care of everyone of you, let you feel happy too.

Best Regards

Your son, Van

Today is the happiest day these years I have!You ask me why?Haha, let me laugh a while first and tell you…

Because : My girlfriend Huỳnh Thị Quỳnh Nhung, will come to China in November!!!!!!!

BOOM~~~Surprise~~~~~~

Da Nang : 24 – 32 ℃

Hang Zhou : 12 – 24 ℃

Last night, I think it is an important night. My love told my something, she said she know she love me now, so she told me some truthes…

Lies always hurt people, like I did before. Love is love, lie is lie.So, I choose to accept those lies and the sad truth.Maybe I show my careless face, but my heart is also bleeding.But I am a man, and I love Nhung so much.

Now I think we can be totally honest to each other.We have each other now and future.The past, we encountered some not proper people, but now, we met each other.We should treasure each other.

I love you so much, Nhung. I hope you will love me like I love you.And let us face all problems, do not say leave, just keep our heart as we first meet.

Huỳnh Thị Quỳnh Nhung, I love you.

Time goes by, our love never changes.My Nhung loves me so much as I love her.The problems between us are always be resolved by our marvelous love!Nothing can stop us loving each other.

The feelings about I have Nhung and I do not have Nhung are really different.When I know I have Nhung, my heart beats strongly and my body always feel warm and ease.I looks much younger and more activity.I really do not feel any tired.I work with full energy, eat with good appetite, sleep having sweet dream, smile with bright eyes, etc.

Nhung, you are my wife, right?I am your husband, I know~The future belongs to two of us.We have many things to do, we have many countries to travel, we have many food want to taste, we have many happiness to get.

I love you, Nhung, let us love each other forever.

Change live style:25 regrets at the end of life  is a book written by a Japanese doctor Shūichi Ōtsu, who’s job is taking care of people will pass aways soon.

I read it, because I want to reduce those regrets as much as possible. When I die, I can die with smile and say goodbye to everyone and to this beautiful world.I do not want to let my relatives see my tears when I die and I also do not want to take some bad mood to die.

I know, there must be more than 25 things people will regret when they pass away. But the 25 things this book saying are really representative.

And now, I am experiencing one of them, will make me regret when I die.So I attach much importance to it.I put it as the most important thing in my life’s current phase.

I love a Vietnamese girl and she loves me too.I know our love is very pure, because we do not need other’s some material things.We both live well in our own country.We have our own family, our own job, our own friends…What we want are each other’s miss, care and love.

At this love’s beginning, I think we both do well, or I can say amazing.We expressed our love bravely to each other, we created many chances to meet each other, we give each other much more care, we keep our loyalty to each other, etc.

Nowadays, we meet a problem, trust problem, because coming from my fear, and growing up by my fear too.The reason was claimed in the previous posts.And in this essay, I will not say it again. It is not because I am afraid to face it, it because once we say it, it will hurt my love once.I know I have sin and I am a criminal, so once I admit it, I am also hated by myself.I know I should suffer it.

What I want to say now, is my love.Although I made mistake to my love, but this is not betray, and it comes from my original fear.My love, is purest.My loyalty to my love, is undoubted.Nhung said once:”love is love, lie is lie”. Yes, it is right.My love is so pure and I love Nhung very much.So, I really do not want to regret when I die, when I remember this love.

These days, I also repented and reflected on myself. I know I made a mistake, I have sin. But I am selfish, I still want to chase my love.I also want to rebuild our trust. I also want to get Nhung.It makes me struggled. Now I know someone in the jail, what does they think about.You have no excuse to find, because it is your fault.But you are mortal, you made mistake maybe because some not so bad reason.But you still caused some bad influence to someone.And now you are in jail.But you want to be a good man, want to be a better man…

So, I want to be a better man, and the most important thing is, I love Nhung but I was scared, so I made a mistake, and the mistake is not about betray.Because I love Nhung, so I can say this and want her love so die to shame…I do not want to regret when I die in the future. When I think about this love, I want to smile, not regret. I want to see my wife’s picture and smile when I die.